In working with this journey, this “Solstice to Solstice: Allowing Death, Cultivating Heart” journey over the last couple of weeks, I have found myself lost and fumbling around for the appropriate direction or pathway to guide it through. Questions around what my purpose is within this journey, who my audience is, and who I’m actually serving have come to mind. Then, with each attempt to write, a swirling of confused thought would come rather than clarity of mind and focus.
As I’ve sat with this and skipped a number of days of writing, my conclusion is that the remainder of this journey will be a more personal one. I will focus on what comes up for me and allow others to decide what parts of this resonate for them. Although this has always actually been the case, I mean that I intend to work with claiming my own authority and wisdom without attempting to impose any particular perspective or viewpoint. And yet, I still desire assisting with the expansion of our various perspectives and viewpoints.
With this said, what came up today was the drawing of a card from the Gaia Oracle deck by Tone Carmine Salerno. I drew the card called “Gaia,” with part of its message stating “you are a beacon of light — remain that way. Share your knowledge and wisdom only with those that are ready to hear it.” This seems to speak to what I have just said with regard to my new focus or redirection of this journey. But additionally, my thoughts are brought back to the very beginning of this journey, to Stonehenge, and to my perspective of Stonehenge on the Summer Solstice as a beacon of culminated light.
This card, these reflections, and this turning point of the “Solstice to Solstice: Allowing Death, Cultivating Heart” journey seem to aptly reflect a new beginning that has shown up in the middle, as well as at the start, of this journey together. Thus, I invite you to ponder your own new beginnings in the middle. What might you now be claiming for yourself? What aspects have you released enough of, which then allow you to claim another existence within your life and our next collective dream together?